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2006-02-08T16:02:00.000-08:00

Here's some Zutara poetry I wrote today while I was at home listening to "A Lifetime" by Better than Ezra:

B a p t i s m

Her pull to his push and how cool fathoms captivated him.

Unnamed were her eyes; all silver and azure and purity like nothing he had ever seen.

Mocha velvet and rich cascade swirled as she danced on moonlight--
chanting forgiveness like a song forsaken by man and world,

a promise kept within endless blue.

- E n c h a n t e d -

falls

into

twilight

H o l o c a u s t

His fire blazed and life shattered like glass upon folds of midnight crimson.

Gold, like molten ore but only warm honey when focussed on her ,

and smiling like freedom in the spring.

Porcelain perfection beneath soft pink hatred; loveless touch and a faithless path,

because honor is what he burns for--

yet how can one regain what one never truly lost?

Such b e a u t i f u l.s u r r e n d e r as she brings sweet lips to marred flesh ..

redemption is now

and she is Haunted as the only one he burns for is her.

And here is some Yuffie angsty-ness (OH NOEZ) that I wrote for Naomi:

. F/ f l y i n g, with wings that painted the sky unnamed colors; g r e y and silver were her eyes, like shattered stars at midnight; b r o k e n, was she, for she is the b u t t e r f l y, and she lives only because l i f e has yet to forsake her \R .

Please leave a comment! =3

2006-02-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

Your Beauty liesin Nature. Down to earth, laid back and a natural
beauty. You have no need formake-up or accessories that most others do. In fact
you most likely find them anuisance. You are probably a little tom-boyish in
your jeans and tees with agreat love for nature. You probably know more about
plants and animals than mostpeople and you'd rather spend your times outdoors
and in the sun, independentand free. You can be a bit distant with people,
preferring the company ofanimals over people, which isn't always the best
thing. You can be kind andsweet, but not many see that side of you as you
often have misunderstandingswith people. You are very go-with-the-flow sort of
person and usually try toavoid fights even if it means changing your opinion
or belief. Still, you areyou look your best actually without make-up and in
casual clothes. Very few cansay that. Be proud.

Some ThingsThat Represent You:

Element:Earth, Wind Animal: Horse Color:
Green, Purple, Earth Tones Song:The Memory Of Trees by Enya Expression: Cool
Smile

Gemstone:Emerald Mythological Creature: Fairy, Elf
Planet: Earth Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Bright Green

Quote: "Horses love me. Cowboys fear me."

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I don't have very long to write this, but I just wanted to get something in before school this morning.

Mmm...you know what inspires me most in this world, as an artist? Two things: nature, and music. When I'm writing something, it's usualy inspired my a song or my something I've seen outside...Like fanfiction, for instance. Depending on the song, I might write about Zutara, or I might write about Yuna or Tidus or Rikku, Or Yuffie, or even Yuffentine. Sometimes I'll write about all of them!

In the world of art, the possibilities are endless. It's such a wonderful feeling of freedom.

That's all I can say for now, but I'll more than likely return after school.

Much love everyone. ♥

2006-02-06T04:45:00.000-08:00

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You take the Road Less Traveled.
Who ants to go where everyone else has already gone
anyway? You look for the hidden paths, ones most don't see and don't care to
venture down. You go boldly and stand proud discontent with what's been put in
front of you, determined to find a way perfect for you even no one else will take it
with you. You live as you want and not for others, but be careful not become
selfish. Others may need youand you should be there for them, especially the
ones close to you. You tend to be the leader in most situations and people listen
and trust you not lead thema stray. Your firm in your opinions and beliefs and
unwilling to change yourself to suit other people. By the same token, you can be
stubborn to a fault, change isn't always a bad thing you know. Everyone changes
and grows, you shouldn't try to stay exactly the same or you could be left
behind. Then again, you may change frequently. Some people change to fit in, you my
little non-conformist, may change to be set apart. It's great to be different,
but it's also just as great to have things in common with people, even if those
people are in that "crowd" you seem to have a vendetta against. Don't try to
be different, just be who you are, whoever that is and you'll be unique all on
your own. So make some time for people, let yourself blend into the crowd every
once in awhile, you may just learn something about them and yourself you never
knew before.

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Cool. :) That explination wasn't that bad, I think.

Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent, quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one can change that. Usually quiet but only because your listening, don't let anyone think you haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because your shy or sad, your usually quiet because you are thinking. Your answers are well planned and helpful so people generally seek your advice. Your the perfect balance between solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a little time to yourself to sort out your emotions and figure things out. You understand the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let things get to you. What's that important for you to have to get so upset over? You know what you want out of life but are simply taking your time and enjoying things. To you your life is fine as it is, you can always change things later if you're not happy.

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Well, I dunno about the quiet part, and the whole intelligence thing...is iffy. But I guess it kind of describes me...I suppose. I don't think it's my place to say whether it does or doesn't eitherway. I'll leave that to my friends and people I know. ^__^

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Yo, I'm back. Ugh. Math must die. And Geography must also.

Er...that's all. My life isn't exactly eventful. -__-;;

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BBBBBLLLLLAAAAAAHHHHHHZZZZ.....Meh. Just some randomness before I go to school this lovely--OMGITISSOEFFINGCOLDRIGHTNOW--morning, ahem.

This is all I'm gonna put up for now. When I get home from school I'll probably post some more.

Later loves. ♥

2006-02-02T13:26:00.000-08:00

WHITES are motivated by PEACE, seek independence and require kindness. They resist confrontation at all costs. (Feeling good is more important than being good.) They are typically quiet by nature, they process things very deeply and objectively, and they are by far the best listeners of all the colors. They respect people who are kind, but recoil from perceived hostility or verbal battle.

WHITES need their quiet independence and refuse to be controlled by others. WHITES want to do things their own way, in their own time. They ask little of others, and resent others demanding much of them. WHITES are much stronger than people think because they dont reveal their feelings. WHITES are kind, non-discriminate, patient and can be
indecisive, timid, and silently stubborn.

When you deal with a WHITE, be kind, accept (and support) their individuality, and look for nonverbal clues to their feelings.

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Your eyes are white. You are very unique and very pure and you love helping out.

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GEEZ, I'M NOT ALBINO. WHAT'S WITH ALL THE FREAKING WHITE?! O___< *twitch*

2006-01-26T13:58:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to report. Just a regular old day. *nod nod* =)

Much love. ♥

EDIT:

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I just read the latest chapter of Viki So's story, "Captured" and...HOLY SHIZNIT, THAT WAS EFFING INCREDIBLE. O_____________O

2006-01-24T19:55:00.000-08:00

Avatar: the Last Airbender--My analysis on the ZukoxKatara ship.

Zuko and Katara just click. There's something about them that pulls you in, leaving you hungry, but delightfully so. It's alluring. It's challenging. It's mysterious, it's forbidden, it's...beautifully disastrous. You say that if Zutara would happen, ATLA would turn into a soap opera. Well, if Katang happened, the show would be too sweet. Too unreal. The hero and the heroine falling in love in the end is just not...appealing. Sure it's adorable, and in some cases (like in other shows or in video games) it works, but honestly. If THEY got together it would totally exceed "Soap Opera."

Katang isn't strong enough. Too much silk. It's pretty and soft but it's just too delicate. You can't take any chances with it.

And I know what you other shippers are thinking. ‘How is Zutara any better?’ That’s just the thing. Zutara isn’t any better. No. It’s the opposite of better. It’s a fractured, shattered love. It bleeds. But that’s what makes it so real, because nothing is perfect.

Broken. But at the same time...unbreakable. It’s imperfection is what makes it strong. It takes all these hits then rises with a shimmering hope that refuses to die. Zuko and Katara contradict everything they were taught to believe...and accept what it is they are meant to believe. What is that you ask? It’s that every soul is meant to exist in peace. The elements existed peacefully once. They can sure as hell do it again.

People keep saying Zuko and Katara have nothing in common. That is a lie and you know it. They both have something they’re fighting for, they both know what it’s like to loose something precious to them. They know what it’s like to be looked down upon because of who you are. They never give up. They’re both hot headed (this, of course, applies to Zuko more than it does Katara). They both rise to the challenge when underestimated.. They love passionately. They’re fierce. They are compassionate. You can’t keep them down. There are so many things that connect them.

Another thing I’d like to bring up is how people perceive Zuko. A lot people say that he’s some horny, abusive teenager. I find that highly offensive. Zuko is not horny and he is most definitely not abusive. He is hot headed, that’s for sure, and he’s most definitely angsty. But he is an honorable man (yes, I said man). His is righteous. He would never hurt a woman unless he had to.

This, my friends, leads me to your theories about Zuko’s actions while he’s around Katara. In the Waterbending Scroll, I would like to point out that Zuko was surprisingly gentle with Katara. But that’s not necessarily because he likes her. Like I said before, he is honorable. Not only that, but Zuko is extremely compassionate. Katara’s necklace obviously meant a lot to her. Zuko saw that. He saw that it was more than just some fashion statement. He could probably tell it held a very special place in her heart. That’s probably the only reason why he didn’t destroy it. He knows what it’s like to loose something precious to you, as I said before. He understood, and he was merciful.

He understood her.

Now, in the Finale (I forget the episode’s name), they dueled. Which was very KICK-ASS, by the way. xD But I honestly think Zuko could’ve done WAAAAAY more damage to Katara and vise-versa. Why? Because they don’t want to cause one another pain. Why? Because they’ve been through so much of it themselves, inflicting it on others wouldn’t be right. Or honorable. But, if Zuko threatens to ruin everything the Avatar’s group has worked for, Katara will get serious. Because she is extremely faithful. Zuko, on the other hand, might not. Right now, he’s confused about what he believes in, and his faith is wavering. He’s reconsidering the truth, and he’s wondering ‘Is this honorable?’

Fire and water. One cannot exist without the other, for all life would perish if even only one was gone. The sun and the moon are two completely different planets, yet they share the same light. Zuko and Katara are opposites, yes, but not completely. Imperfect, yet strong. Broken yet whole. Bleeding yet alive with hope that is indestructible.

Zutara is not better. It’s not perfect. It just is, and frankly, that's just right.

2006-01-24T06:00:00.000-08:00

SQUEEE, I have a new blog. Dude, I have one on Live Journal too, but I seriously like this one better. You get way more options--without having to pay! Now THERE'S something to squee over. Yeahh.

Welp, today I don't jave to go to school! Why? Becuase my class is going skiing, and I don't have the right equipment to go with them. Bummer, I know. I was actually really looking forward to it, but oh well. at least I get to stay home and just sleep and eat and read and spend some quality time with my Playstation. *squee*

And....KINGDOM HEARTS 2 IS COMING OUT IN MARCH!! *spaz* I'VE CHOOSEN MY GRAD DRESS AND THE SQUEEFULNES OMIGOSH THE SQUEEFULNESS. *flail* DIRGE OF CERBERUS IS COMING OUT THIS YEAR. I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHEN, BUT IT'S COMING, AND THAT MAKES ME EXTREMELY HAPPY. *spazflailspaz*

Okay, just had to get that off my chest. ^^; And I suppose that's all I'll say for now. I might put some more stuff in later on.

Much love. ♥